Tuesday, December 23, 2014

Christmas



I love Christmas.
I love buying presents and wrapping them.
I love making fudge and eating wayy too much junk.
I love spending time with my friends and family.

This year, though, hasn't really felt much like Christmas.
I've spent waaaaay too much money on everyone, like normal. I have decorated my house and put all of the presents under the Christmas tree. But something is missing and I don't quite know what it is. It may be that there hasn't been snow on the ground for a month when there is usually 20 inches by now. It may be that I'm not sure when I'll get to Peoria to see my family, which also means I wont be attending Christmas Eve Mass at the Church I grew up in. It may be that I have only put my  Michael Buble Holiday Radio Pandora station on once. Or it may be that I haven't watched any Christmas movies yet and it's already Festivus. 

I don't know what it is, but I hope I figure it out in the next 12 hours or
I'm going to be like Cindy Lou Who singing "Where Are You Christmas?"




 

Below is a little video I made while decorating:

Tuesday, December 9, 2014

Schedules

Hello Internet!


I'm still on training at my new job and some of my coworkers and I were discussing our hours and who we were training with and stuff like that. I opened my folder to see that my schedule wasn't in there, and I had a mini heart attack. I didn't have it with me because it's currently sitting on my desk in my room next to me.  Luckily I have an electronic copy saved on my desktop, so I was able to look at my schedule.

That feeling of a mini-heart-attack over a schedule is new to me. 

I have never been one to be tied to schedules and planners. I want to live in the moment and be spontaneous. Schedules are something that hang on the fridge after you mom makes you print it out. 

Now, though, I seem to be looking at schedules and writing them down more and more. Yes, I still want to live in the moment, but I also want to manage my time more effectively and be organized. So after 21 years of life, I've decided that schedules are good. 

I've already been keeping track of my work schedules, so now I want to try a few more. 

First, I want to write more which means this blog is going to have a proper schedule. I don't want to say that I'm going to write in here once a week, that's too broad and it just means that the deadline is extended till the next day if I don't do it. So "Dancing Through Life" will have new posts every Tuesday. We are going to start off small, once a week, and see how that goes; then maybe it will be increased to two or three times a week. 

Secondly, my YouTube channel has been all over the place. Sometimes I'm too excited to put up my next video that I don't care if I upload two in one day or one every day. Then there are those weeks where nothing gets uploaded. I don't like that I want to be consistent in content I put out there and want to work on getting better at what I do. I do it because I love and I want to be proud of more of the things I put out into the world. So I'm going to shoot for a new video every Sunday. And again, we will see how it goes and then maybe the number will be increased. I want to work on sketches and things and hopefully having a projected idea of when I can put out what will make that easier. I have a whole notebook of things I haven't done yet so we will see where this takes us. 

Now, I have a question for you guys. Do you guys live by a schedule? & If so, how does it work out for you?

I'm just secretly hoping that if I set these scheduling goals for myself I can meet them, and if I can't I wont get down on myself & feel like a failure. 

Tell me what you guys think. I'd love to hear from you.

Friday, December 5, 2014

Life.



Life. 

We go about day in and day out living our lives. But are we actually living?

I ask this question because for the last couple weeks I've felt a definite hole in my life. At first I couldn't put my finger on what could possibly be missing. I live a pretty average life; I go to work, I hang out with my friends, I talk to my family on a semi-regular basis, and I spend way too much time on Social Media. So why would a 21 year old girl feel empty?!  

I'm always on the go. 

Plain and simple. Very rarely do you see me sitting on my bum doing nothing any more, and believe me it use to be a regular site. 

When the last time I went to the cinema? The week Gone Girl came out.
When is the last time I sat and home and watched a film? Couldn't tell you.
When is the last time I binge-watched a series on Netflix? No flippin' clue. 
When is the last time I did a photo shoot for fun? August
When did I last write a blog post? 1st of November
When was the last concert I went to? 8th of November
When did I last make a YouTube video? 1 week ago

These are things that I enjoy. These are things that I want to do on a regular basis. These are the things that have been lacking and in turn have made me feel empty.

I work close to 70 hours a week between two jobs. Yes, I know that's ridiculous. Add in the 56 hours that I spend sleeping, 4 hours I spend driving back and forth to work a week, the stops to get food, and the errands I have to run and you'll see that I don't have much time for fun. 

I don't like that. 

I want to have time to do the things I enjoy. When you do the math there are technically 189 hours in a week, take out the time I work (you're left with 119 hrs), the time I sleep (63 hrs), my commute (59 hours), and the estimated time on errands and stops (53). I'm left with 53 hours in a week or if you wanna look at it daily I'm left with 7.571 hours daily. Where does that time go? What am I doing with that time? I can't answer that. I have no idea where that time goes.

So that's my point with this little mini-rant. I have 53 hours during the week that I can fill with those fun activities, I just have to learn how to manage my time correctly.

My mom use to tell me,"If you want something bad enough, you'll find a way." And that's what I'm going to do. I'm going to manage my time more efficiently so I can spend more time with you guys. 

Watch out internet, here I come. 










Sunday, November 23, 2014

Wednesday, October 8, 2014

YouTube and Sexual Assault

Hello Internet! 

Recently, there has been a lot of discussion on YouTube and about YouTube regarding certain behavior that has been coming to light. I say recent when it really all started back in 2012. 

The year 2012 seems like ages ago. When in retro-spec, 2012 was only a little over a year and a half ago. 

There have been allegations and rumors popping up all over the YouTube community, since 2012, accusing certain "YouTubers" of sexual assault, harassment, manipulation, and even rape. Some of these allegations have been coming from fans, some of them have been coming from other content creators. 

If you don't know what has happened you can look at the master post here, it should fill in all of the blanks for you. 

The reason why I'm talking about this is because I care about the YouTube community. I am both a viewer and a creator. I don't have a large following, so I know more about what it's like on this side of the screen. The viewers side.

From this side of the screen, I'm upset and scared but I'm also proud. 

How could I possibly feel those three emotions at once? That makes me a walking contradiction, doesn't it? Let me explain. 

I'm upset. I'm upset that creators could take advantage of their position of power. I'm upset that videos like sam pepper's "Fake Hand Grab Ass Prank" normalizes this toxic behavior. I'm upset that fellow viewers are defending these people-saying this like they'll defend the abuser until the end and that they will love them no matter what because everyone makes mistakes. I'm upset that alex day thinks he can make videos again and try to manipulate us all into feeling sorry for him. I'm upset that my 12 year old niece watches YouTube videos that will make her think it's okay to say racial slurs, homophobic comments, be touched with out her permission, think that abuse is funny, and be self conscious because she doesn't fit nash grier's standards of beauty. 

And I'm scared. I'm scared that situations like this will keep happening. I'm scared that if I ever become a creator with a big enough following to meet some of my favorite creators, that I may be put into a situation that I don't want to be in. I'm scared that YouTube creators that associate with these abusers will be taken down with them. I'm scared that YouTube creators wont ever be taken seriously because of situations like this, if and when those creators branch out into other mediums of the entertainment industry. 

But I'm also proud. I'm proud of the YouTube community for how they are handling this. I'm proud that creators aren't afraid to stand up for what's right. I'm proud that every day there is another tweet, another video, another Tumblr post regarding what's been going on. I'm proud that people such as Laci Green have reached out to victims and have become advocates for them. I'm proud that YouTube has dropped sam pepper from the partner program. I'm proud that our community has made it a safe place for the victims. I'm proud that our community has made it known that these people are not welcome. I'm proud that our community will not stand for this behavior. 


We have a lot of work to do, on and off YouTube. We have a long way to go, but I'm glad we are finally doing something. 

Let us continue to talk about abuse. Let us continue to call out bull shit. Let us continue in the right direction- for the victims sake, for the viewers sake, for the creators sake, for YouTubes sake. 

_________________________

Here are some quick links to some videos on the subject:




Tuesday, September 16, 2014

The Windy City



During the last weekend of August, 2014, my friend Taylor and I went on an adventure. 

We were headed to the city for the One Direction- Where We Are Tour in Chicago, IL. One Direction was putting on two shows; we had tickets for the Saturday night show

To make the time off of work worth our while, we both took Friday, Saturday, and Sunday off of work for our little adventure. 

We were staying in a hotel in the suburb of Waukegan. We planned on taking the train in and out of the city each day.  

When we arrived in Waukegan on Friday, I was in contact with my friend Alicia who lives in the city. Alicia and her friend Alyssa were gallivanting around the city in  search of the boys from One Direction and 5 Seconds of Summer. Taylor and  I thought that  we would join them, and maybe hit up a few bars because neither one of us have ever been out in the city. 

You'd think that we would have had a spectacular night, wouldn't you? Well, it started out okay. We got ready at our hotel, checked the train schedule, saw that there was a train leaving for the city within the hour and headed to the station. When we checked the schedule it said that there was a 2a.m. and a 4a.m. train. So, we headed into the city. On our way, Alicia said that they were going to call it a night, which would be fine, because Taylor and I would be able to do other things. Once in the city though, we realized that the train station was closing as we were getting off of our train. We looked online again and we realized that the soonest train from the city to our suburb was at 6am. 

We made the best of our situation, we walked around and explored downtown Chicago, and enjoyed the city. We ate subway and hung out in a 24 hour Walgreen's to kill some time, seeing as we had 5 hours till we could go to the train station. Around 3 am we sat down outside the train station, read a magazine, and played cards.



We made it through the night without getting killed and made it to our hotel safe and sound. On Saturday we were a little more careful with our traveling. We headed into the city around 2 pm. We walked around the city, down Michigan Ave, watched some chess,
ate a hot dog from a street vendor, and explored Millennium Park. 


When it was almost time for the concert, we headed to Solider Field. The walk seemed to take forever, but I think that was our excitement of wanting to be there right that second. As we got closer and closer to the stadium, we began to be surrounded by fellow "Directioner."  Once in the stadium we bought our merch, grabbed some fries and some beer and found our seats.  Our seats weren't the best, but they were pretty good. 

The energy was high. Everyone at the concert was great and everyone was excited for the boys to perform. Even the dad next to us knew all the words to the songs. 

You knew it was time for the show when everyone started screaming. 5SOS was the opening act for One Direction. They were fantastic. If it was possible to pump the audience up any more, they definitely did. 



When 5SOS was done, there was a short intermission. There were a few Little Mix songs played, which made me super happy. We had enough time to go to the bathroom, watch a conga line, and take some pictures. Then it was FINALLY time for One Direction to perform.

They opened up with Midnight Memories, played every song you would have wanted to hear, had spectacular special effects, and put on the very best show I've ever seen. They were absolutely brilliant.



Sunday, we reserved for more intense sight seeing. We met up with my sister and my niece in Millennium park to start the day. My sister was to act as our tour guide.


Our first and most important stop was to Gloria Jean's coffee shop. I have been a huge fan of Gloria Jeans and a dedicated patron since I was 14 and seeing as the shop in my city has closed down, if was only fitting. 

Next door to Gloria Jeans is a Comic Book store. Taylor and I were elated. My inner geek probably shown through way too much and I left with a Sherlock poster, a Guardians of the Galaxy button, a Spider-Man button, a Captain America button, an Avengers Comic book, and a Spider-Man Comic book.



After our adventure in the comic book store, we headed toward the Sears (now called Willis) Tower. Once we got there we discovered that the elevator was broken so they were only allowing people in that had purchased tickets previously. 

As this was our main focus of the day, we were a little disappointed and started debating what to swap in its place. We debated going to Navy Pier but we decided to get a cab to the John Hancock Center instead.



We were able to go up to the top of the Hancock center. The view was absolutely stunning. We probably spend a good hour up there taking pictures and taking in the scenery.





Since it was getting close to the time Taylor and I would have to leave to come back home we made a quick stop at Giordano's pizza and had my sister give us a ride back to our hotel. 

Over all the trip was amazing. I wish we could have spend more time there. I fell in love with the liveliness of the city and all its beauty. 



If you are interested here is a video I made on our trip: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ff-Ld39qPmE&list=UU0pHAG4I4oEOWs45c1o0ALg&index=5

And here is one on the concert: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SYYEfG7enOw&list=UU0pHAG4I4oEOWs45c1o0ALg&index=2

PLUS for all you Directioners that couldn't make the concert, here's One Directions finale: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cfa_M4Cu2c8&index=4&list=UU0pHAG4I4oEOWs45c1o0ALg

Friday, September 12, 2014

An Introduction

Hello Internet!

Since we haven't known each other long, I figured I'd answer some random "get to know me" questions so that we can become better friends! :) So here we go:



    


1. Do you have a middle name?
Yes. I, actually, have two. Lee Hannah, Lee because it was my dads middle name, Hannah because why not?

2. What was your favorite subject in school?

Either Art or Science. 
 
3. What's your favorite drink?
I really enjoy drinking water with a lemon in it. Other than that I really enjoy Peppermint Mocha Coffee, Dark Chocolate Peppermint Tea, Lemon Tea, and London Dry Gin. :P 

 
4. What's your favorite song at the moment?

I can't just pick one. I've had "Fireproof" by One Direction, "Happy Little Pill" by Troye Sivan, and "Hideaway" by Kiezsa on repeat lately. 

5. What would you name your children?
I really like the name Jean Louise for a girl. And for a boy, I really like the names Jack and Louis. 

6. Do you participate in any sports?

Not at the moment. Now that I'm not in school it's hard to participate in sports. 

7. What's your favorite book? 

To Kill A Mockingbird by Harper Lee and Harry Potter Series by JK Rowling. 

8. What's your favorite color?

ORANGE!

9. What's your favorite animal?
Giraffes. They're so beautiful & great. 

10. What's your favorite perfume?

I wear Pure Seduction by Victoria Secret everyday, for special occasions I buy a perfume that I don't actually know the name of because it was a gift & it's not on the bottle. Lol. 


11. What's your favorite holiday?
St. Patrick's Day, Halloween, and Christmas are all tied for my favorite. Can you see the pattern of indecisiveness throughout these questions?

12. Have you graduated from High School?

Yes!


13. Have you been out of the country?
I have! I've visited several cities in France, Spain, Portugal, Iceland, and Mexico. 


14. Do you speak any other languages?
I'm not fluent in any language other than English but I took Spanish most of my school career and I took a Chinese class one year. 

 
15. Do you have any siblings?
Yes! This is a complicated question though. I have one full sister, one half sister, one half brother, and four living and two deceased siblings because of adoption.

16. What's your favorite store?

I don't do a whole lot of shopping but most recently I've been buying everything off of boohoo. It's a wonderful online store out of the UK. 

17. What's your favorite restaurant?
I think my favorite restaurant is either Monical's Pizza or Avanti's. 

 
18. Do you like school? 

It's definitely grown on me. I wish I would have embraced it more growing up. 

19. Who are some of your favorite YouTubers?
Jack&Dean are my favorite. I really enjoy Bing, Hazel Hayes, Louise-SprinkleOfGlitter, KickThePJ, Crabstickz, ect. I watch a lot, A LOT, of YouTube. 


20. What's your favorite movie? 

The Social Network. 

21. What are some of your favorite TV shows?
Sherlock, Merlin, Boy Meets World, Growing Pains, Greek, ect. I, also, watch a lot of TV.


22. PC or Mac?
My laptop is a PC, my desktop is a iMac. I really like my PC because I've grown up a PC user, but the Mac is growing on me. Ask me again in a year or so. :) 
 
23. What phone do you have?

I have a Samsung Brightside. I think I'm the only 21 year old with out a smart phone. 

24. How tall are you?
I am 5'7" tall. 


25. Any pets? 

Not yet. 



I hope you guys got to know a little more about me, leave comments answering some of these questions yourself so that I can get to know a little more about you. 

Thursday, September 11, 2014

A New Era

Hello Internet! 

I'm Jamie. It's lovely to meet you. I've tried to blog in the past & I kept it up for a while but then life got in the way and I fell short. But not this time. 

If you're looking for quirky life stories, advice, travel, film, and other pop culture related topics, you're definitely in the right place! :)

I'll be trying to post something in this lovely little corner of the Internet every other day, if not every day. Thank you for being willing to go on this crazy adventure with me! 



Since this is my first post, I'm going to let you in on something that isn't so much of a secret anymore. I'm a 21-year-old, die-hard One Direction fan. Yeah, I know, I have the interests of a pre-pubescent girl & I'm okay with that. I hope that doesn't demolish this relationship we've started before it even gets going.

Anyway, the reason I brought up those five wonderful boys was to ask if you've heard their new song "Fireproof." I think it's phenomenal, I've had it on repeat for days. If you haven't, you can listen to it here

Now that everyone has had the opportunity to listen to their angelic voices in perfect harmony, can we talk about how freaking awesome this song is? I mean do you hear them harmonizing? And Harry hitting that high-note so well you'd think it was Zayn? And the fact that they managed to surprise the entire fandom by pulling a Beyonce? 

Let me know what you guys think of it! 

I hope you have a wonderful rest of your day! Cheers. <3